Mucho Prego

      I am nearly 38 weeks!  It is hard to believe.  I was telling Devin that having a baby is like the biggest surprise birthday ever, because no one knows when it is!  I am super lucky and being pregnant is no big deal to me.  I'm not super uncomfortable, I'm still sleeping pretty well, but the anticipation is killing me.  Technically I am full term, she could come tomorrow, or the next week, or the next!
      There seems to be so much to get done before this baby comes.  I've been trying to stay on top of the cleaning and laundry, grocery shopping, and making freezer meals.  Organizing her bedroom and getting all my baby supplies together.  Making headbands and baby beanies.  Bridger's birthday shopping... done.  Valentines shopping... done.  My to do list is still as long as ever...
      Maybe she should wait a while.  When I think about it, life is pretty good right now.  We're on a good schedule.  I don't know if I'm ready to wake up every three hours in the night for feedings.  And really, I don't want to 3x's my diaper changing every day.  I only have to change Bridger 3-4 times a day, newborns go through so many more.  Again, I have easy pregnancies, I'm really not ready for birthing and the recovery!
      I feel her moving around in my tummy and I can't wait to meet her.  I can't wait to see who she looks most like.  I can't wait to have a daughter.  I can't wait to introduce her to her big brother.   I can't wait for the extra snuggles, smiles and loves.  When I weigh it out, I really want her to come, despite how she may complicate my life, I can't wait!